pic frm wear palette
everyone is pencil thin

Overdose of Wonder Girls

everyday i walk ard like a zombie, zombie, zombie... a a A A

luckily there's wonder girls. Yup Im slow, but I addicted to their "Nobody, nobody but U"

Chloe = BITCH

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honestly my mind is like ...............................................now. lil princess come fill my dreams. I'm so messed up internally and im sure its becoming more and more obvious.

im sane

finally i realli think im over it. it's well kept in a marble size crystal ball at the back of my head. and of coz i finally seal it wif my very harsh words. that definitely seal the deal. no turnin back, no plan B. but yup i stil miss u. i stil love u. but i can't say anything more.

now we are talking

pic grabbed frm sprink

hehe... enough of my own photos, this blog is abt nice pics and so i couldn't help but post a nice pic like this one.

anyway, it was great having talked to someone who has been where i am now. so it is this feeling of emptiness, of suddenly not havin someone to share all ur thoughts (almost all). Anyway the gd thing is that, the fact that im here typin this means i'm feeling much better aredi. Yup, juz feel much better, definitely not totally recovered, which is what i really wish for.

hmm... i'm so full of bad english now haha... see i'm even too lazy to structure proper sentences. My gawd. It's realli gd to be single when u are attached haha... nah! realli gotta learn how to treasure things. got to learn that and yup haha heck... life is hard enough shall juz live it as it is. See this is precisely my flaw. Argh...

Can I continue scolding that bia-tch haha... may she suffer for her whole life and drown in saddness and misery haha... ok i'm not so mean usually. just let her feel hundreds worse than how i felt.

yup, sorry for the post i'm really all screwed up by her.

good-de-night.

copies avail frm Soon Lee

Just like the drawings like the one above! Makes me feel like owning the book even if I never read them. I wonder if anyone buys books just because they like the cover?

Once again, I did it to attract her attention. But, Im not sure if it is because so long has passed, or I have been ignored too long, or if the packing up and removing has helped. But I kind of feel more settled and saner. I hold less hopes of ever being Oink again and I am not in extreme misery and no sudden urge at all, at least till now. I guess I have finally come to grips with reality and the saner part of me. Let's see how long it lasts. And damnit! I want my keys back, that bia-tch can't even remember such a simple thing. She is going to be that bia-tch from now on.

I know I said I love her, but it is the past her that I like. Not the bia-tch and oh i'm the only one who suffered, you selfish crap, angmo sucker now. To hell to that bia-tch and may she burn in hell for making me go through hell and back.

Wish I were there...

missing Hong Kong & CX friendly air stewardess... a short trip to HK, Apr 2009

And then there was me...

I'm confused haha... as to whether anyone I know in real life is actually reading this blog. So, got to be more abstract when writing here. Haha... hmm... why am I laughing?

I can't claim to have got over it. But yup I do not have a choice. Life pushes me forward and I'm very sure when I look back one day, all these will look like a joke. Just another phase, just another insignificant part of my life.

Currently I'm just being difficult as usual. With myself, with people. The past always seem to be sweeter. Because it's gone and can't never be reached again.

Let it Be

只有等到失去才会珍惜... let it be... somethings are meant to be...